tears come and go they are on the edge
these days my fears seem to dredge
the remainder of my soul
to find what is left
of my regets
the what if's pile up on the floor
funny i never noticed them before
but i blamed them for blocking the door
for far to long so it seems
blocking my wishes goals and dreams
i am sad and i thought i didn't know why
but it seems i have built my life on lie after lie
now facing myself i see the truth
how i have wasted and squanderd my my adulthood and all of my youth.